First Guy; I have always been inlove with. i told him everything,, he was like my best friend.. He Left me for 5 months, I Hated him so much that it made me cry, I told everyone i was completely and totally over him but... im not quite over him. I made his life so bad. He told me finally after we didn't talk for 5 months he told me his exact words why he left me was he wasn't good enough and he thought it would be the best for me. But i was totally utterly broken. He was living 7 hours away from me in the summer. And He took the nerve to actually say a word to me tht Jackass thought he could just come back into my life faster then anything. He just didn't completnty understand how broken he left me. Because at school last year ; i hide every tear and turned it into a smile. And Im Not at all over him. and i miss him complety. But He can't just come in my life. the way he just left me. All alone.. </3 The guy that changed me forever. ;; I hate to love him.
2nd Guy ;; Well hes the one that i just met a few months ago. Who took my heart and lifted it up. And When ever he just says a simple word to me i can't help but smile. He has a hard life, just like mine. Hes Heartbroken ;; confused ;; and he understands me. I thought i was fallen head over heels, but hes a French Foot ball Jock; ; & & Hes Complenty someone that i can't see get hurt in anyway. So I Decide i told him straight out, We Could just be friends He had a girl .. tht he loved complenty. and i couldnt just interupt. ;; . In this time of life. We just glance at each other in the hall way. and hes eyes are so baby blue,, they look so upset.. and when he saw that guy around my waist.. i saw a tear drop down hes face. . . </33
3rd Guy;; Well this one is the guy that is around my waist. Hes Compltenty Sweet, and nice. But hes way to good for me. He needs a girl that is something way better. He needs a preppy girl. And I cant quite tell him cuz i don't wanna leave him broken, and im afraid i would miss him to much.
Im Just So Confused. i Need some help so bad. </3333
